Man with a Live Wire

by Fred Kluth

Moving into this new moon cycle has been all about releasing and emptying what has come to the surface from the hidden depths. The journey here has been an emotional one, faced with uncomfortable mirrors on the outside and disquieting questions of judgement on the inside.
 
I have struggled in the past with feelings of rage, self-worth and questioned my ability to be enough.  I have felt the familiar feeling that there is an elusive unknown code that I need to decipher.  If I do all these certain steps, in this exact right order, then the universe will reward me.  I attribute this experience as a result from being raised in the United States of America, steeped in the hidden systemic belief that some people are more deserving than others.  That insidious dogma has been hidden underneath the American Dream all this time. It’s what has driven people to believe change is not necessary, that we should not be of service or help make life better for others. A product of my catholic upbringing, even though I do not consciously believe in this, I  still struggle against it. Now that so much that was hidden has reared its ugly head, come out of the closet into full view, and risen to the surface from the murky depths, I am faced with the echoes of these shadows within myself. ​

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